Like, all of it? Cards on the table, I used this site religiously when I was a kid and I guess I must've gone through some bad stuff back then because I have a dissociative disorder now and can't remember anything from that time. I want to find out more about my past, even if it's mundane, and it would be a huge help. Thanks.

And sorry if disclosing this information is against the rules for some reason, I didn't see anything like that but I'm serious, this is important to me.

There's no way to do that, sorry. I don't even think the admins have access to that information, although I could be wrong about that part. There are some ways to find old threads, such as using the Wayback Machine to see what the site looked like at a given time in the past, although that won't help find any private threads. Is there any specific type of thing that you're particularly interested in finding?